I Never Did Trust Anybody
Filed Under 3429 | Posted on October 21, 2008
Not even now.
Yes, I have found a man who is more that I ever hoped for and yes, I
am ridiculously happy these days but truth be told, I live very
carefully most of the time. The age old thought habit driving the need
to be perfect is a tough one to overcome.
I am challenged this day to examine that position. Do I really
believe that no one is trustworthy? Where did that belief come from.
Hmmmm. Yes, there have been a few disappointments along the way. And
yes, a few people I thought were solid as the rock of Gibraltar had
feet of clay but in their humanity, weren’t their errors in judgment
right in line with who they were at the moment?
Don?t Assume What He Is Thinking
Filed Under 3429 | Posted on October 21, 2008
As the meeting went on?past the scheduled ending time, I felt my stomach clutch into a knot. Knowing my man was waiting for me and yet wanting to stay until the end of he meeting, I found myself feeling tense and uncomfortable.
I knew he would be upset and I find myself bending over backwards to
keep that from happening. I felt pressure in my throat. Wait a minute
here. Haven’t I felt like this before? Only a thousand times. Wait
another minute, how old am I? Thirteen?
